[::]Rambles[::]

  1. 

-41% of people believe that self-harm is selfish. 
-55% of people believe that it is stupid.
-43% of people know someone that has self-harmed.
1 in 10 people have harmed themselves by the age of 16.
Self-harm does not make you suicidal.
It does not make you emo.
It is simply a way that many use to rid themselves of stress or pain or whatever it may be.
Over 3 million people in the US have self-harmed or still do.
Cutting is not just a girl’s disorder.
Anyone can do it.
Males, females, and persons that don’t fit into the gender binary.
And it is not just teens, either.
Both Princess Diana and Johnny Depp have gone through it.
The person who always seems “so happy” could be victim to it.
Anyone.
There are other forms of self-harm besides cutting or mutilation.
Some people don’t realize they’re doing it.
Some people don’t think it’s wrong.
Some people become addicted.
People don’t hide their cuts or marks hoping someone will find them 
…unless they actually want help to get better.
It’s often hidden because they’re afraid of someone seeing.
An orange ribbon is used as a self-harm awareness symbol.
Those suffering from it..
…have been through it
…or support it
often wear one.
You do not have to have gone through anything like this to support it.
Sometimes all people want to know is that they’re not alone.
Don’t judge someone based on the marks they have on their arms.
You don’t know what they’ve been through.
Rather, be proud of them for making through it.
Life can be a bitch.

    -41% of people believe that self-harm is selfish.

    -55% of people believe that it is stupid.

    -43% of people know someone that has self-harmed.

    1 in 10 people have harmed themselves by the age of 16.

    Self-harm does not make you suicidal.

    It does not make you emo.

    It is simply a way that many use to rid themselves of stress or pain or whatever it may be.

    Over 3 million people in the US have self-harmed or still do.

    Cutting is not just a girl’s disorder.

    Anyone can do it.

    Males, females, and persons that don’t fit into the gender binary.

    And it is not just teens, either.

    Both Princess Diana and Johnny Depp have gone through it.

    The person who always seems “so happy” could be victim to it.

    Anyone.

    There are other forms of self-harm besides cutting or mutilation.

    Some people don’t realize they’re doing it.

    Some people don’t think it’s wrong.

    Some people become addicted.

    People don’t hide their cuts or marks hoping someone will find them

    …unless they actually want help to get better.

    It’s often hidden because they’re afraid of someone seeing.

    An orange ribbon is used as a self-harm awareness symbol.

    Those suffering from it..

    …have been through it

    …or support it

    often wear one.

    You do not have to have gone through anything like this to support it.

    Sometimes all people want to know is that they’re not alone.

    Don’t judge someone based on the marks they have on their arms.

    You don’t know what they’ve been through.

    Rather, be proud of them for making through it.

    Life can be a bitch.

    (via xaquariusxangelx)

  2. [x]No Sleep For Me[x]

    I REALLY hate this time of year, and this year more so then any.  I have so many thoughts racing through my head right now and I just don’t know how to deal with them anymore.

    The Ron thing…I was doing so well with that…I mean I went a little over a month without a flash back or nightmare, but then today it hit me full force.  I had a flash back and started bawling my eyes out.  I just know the nightmares are going to come tonight…how bad is that, when I can predict my own nightmares?

    I hate crying and I hate talking to Nick about this because I know it upsets him.  He hates when I’m hurting, and I don’t know I must be losing my touch because it seems a lot of people can see behind this mask I wear.  Maybe I’m just so tired of pretending I’m ok when all I want to do is sit here and bawl my eyes out.  I honestly thought I was getting better, I mean I’m not sick, but just…I want these memories to stop.

    I just…I want to be normal.  I don’t want to have these nightmares and flashbacks anymore.  I don’t want to have to worry constently that I’m hiding my thoughts and feelings from everyone.  They hate when I talk about it…thats why I’ll probably start here.

    Nick wonders how I can keep a blog, with all the personal things and stuff and let the world read it…I just…it helps somehow.  I don’t understand but it just does.

    I need sleep Q.Q I’m like dozing here but I’m trying to fight it.  I don’t want to sleep damn it.

    *sigh*

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